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The Season is Upon Us (A Dear Heart Letter)

Dear Heart,

The season is upon us.

The season of fading light, rushing about, gift-buying/giving, and spending time with people we don’t usually choose to hang out with.

The holidays bring out the best and the worst in each of us. They are times of joy and times of sadness. There is simply not enough time, money, headspace, or heartspace to accommodate everyone. And all the while we feel like we are neglecting ourselves, letting ourselves down. But we plunge ahead because that is what we have always done. And, truth be told, it is what everyone expects of us. But what price are we paying to be what everyone else expects?

For some of us, it has little to do with the holiday season or the time of year. It has become a way of life, putting our needs on the back burner. We find ourselves spending more and more time, energy, and money on things and people that are not important to us. Things that bring little joy, light, or value into our lives. Sometimes just the opposite.

And it makes us feel on edge. We feel like we are drowning all the time.

What if we take a deep breath (or several breaths), take a step back (or many steps), and choose a different way to get through our days? What if we stopped and changed course, seeking a life we want to be in?

What if we made this our season of change and renewal? What if we choose to be ourselves and not someone else’s version of who we should be? No, it’s not going to be easy. And, no, it’s not going to be quick and painless.

The changes will be hard work, may dredge up some uncomfortable things we haven’t addressed, and may hurt a few feelings. But aren’t we important, too?

I think we are.

Let us embark on a journey of change and self-discovery together.

Every idea I present here may not be for you. But the ones that have a ring of importance, I implore you to try. Don’t try them all at once. You can always come back and review something. But try the ones that will help you inch toward your true self, towards your inner peace.

And isn’t that what we are looking for? Inner Peace!!

Join me here as I too grow, change, and expand my vision of my own life.

Bonus Affirmation!!!

Since we’re being real here… Guess what I learned once again while making this video?

“Perfect is the enemy of good.”
Voltaire

N.B. – I do not write these Dear Heart Letters, nor voice affirmations often. The only way you’ll know what’s going on is to subscribe and follow.

Please share with a friend who can use some encouragement!!

Chat soon…

Martina

Becoming More Present to Ourselves

I was speaking with a friend recently who called her doctor’s office to make an appointment. The receptionist informed her that she had been “dropped,” had not seen her doctor in the last 3 years, and would need to choose another physician. She has been in phone contact with her doctor, received prescriptions, etc., but like many of us has not been in the office physically in about 18 months. Flummoxed, my friend, who is a nurse, replied, “I have had a pandemic. Have you?” Ultimately, working with her carrier and her doctor’s office, she was able to get back in with her favorite physician.

If you’ve visited here in the past few months, you have seen that I have not been writing on the blog. I too have had a pandemic. Additionally, I have had a retirement, a move, a health issue, and my first poetry book published.

All of these things obviously involved me, but they have also involved friends and loved ones. I think for most of us, when there is a major change or multiple changes, our initial reaction is to figure out how to make things more comfortable for those we love. And, while that is truly a noble pursuit, sometimes, just sometimes, in the midst of the chaos and the caring for everyone else’s needs, we lose touch with ourselves, our true selves. We lose sight or touch with the things we love, the things we want to do. We forget to be present to ourselves. We also tend to focus on the past and the future of life and forget about living in and enjoying the present moment.

We will talk more about these things in the future.

Life is an adventure, and I invite you to travel and learn with me as we all grow into our best lives.

Chat soon…

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I’m Not Smart Enough, pt 2

Stay curious, stay weird, stay kind

and don’t let anyone ever tell you

you aren’t smart or brave or worthy enough.

Alex Hirsch

Last week we started talking about feeling or thinking we are not smart enough to successfully follow our dreams, and what a hindrance that mindset is to our lives. Because of it, we may choose to avoid certain situations, or simply decide never to try something out.

The Limiting belief:

● “I am not smart enough.”

Empowering Mindset:

● “I have accomplished many things in my life already.”
● “If I wasn’t smart, I could not have gotten this far in life.”
● “I have an incredible ability to learn.”
● “I can do anything I set my mind to.”

This limiting belief is false on so many levels. First and foremost, we indeed are much smarter than we realize or give ourselves credit for.

Think of everything you have already accomplished in your life. If we weren’t smart, we wouldn’t have been able to achieve all that we have. Our past successes prove that we are smarter than we think we are. Luck can only carry us so far…

Second, we have an incredible ability to learn. Consider all the things we have learned to do over the course of our lives. Our brains are sponges, and we are able to learn almost anything we set our minds to. Even if we do not currently possess the knowledge to accomplish a particular task, that does not mean we can’t ever learn it.

Our new belief is that we are incredibly smart and are able to learn almost anything we set our minds to.

This simple shift changes the way we approach new tasks. Instead of fearing having to learn things, we eagerly anticipate novel challenges. Instead of doubting ourselves, we are confident in our ability to tackle any task. We know that we are smart and that no task is too complicated for us to learn, or figure out how to get help.

Action Steps

● Make a long list of things that you have accomplished in your life. Include little things, such as learning to ride a bike, and bigger things, such as learning about your current job.

● Any time you’re tempted to doubt your intelligence, go back to that list to remind yourself of how smart you really are and that you have the ability to learn anything you set your mind to.

Affirmation

I am highly intelligent and accomplished.

I have already achieved many things in my life, which proves my intelligence.

Whenever I need a clearer understanding of something, I have been able to learn it, grasping all the nuances of the subject.

I refuse to doubt my intelligence.

I know that I am smart enough.

I embrace the fact that I a smart and able to accomplish anything I set my mind to.

Chat soon.

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I’m Not Smart Enough, pt 1

Wherever you are, however you got there, if it’s good,

you’re meant to be there either because you earned it

or life led you there and

you were smart enough to hold on.

Kristen Ashley

In the last blog, we learned how to let others help us reach our goals faster and easier. But even with the help of others, we could be severely limiting ourselves if we continue to think that we are not smart enough.

This limiting mindset has the potential to keep us from trying most new things. We feel like we are not smart enough to achieve a particular task or goal. Like we don’t have the necessary intelligence to accomplish what we truly want to accomplish. Like we are lacking the needed knowledge to get something done.

Maybe this belief was instilled in you from a young age by an unkind adult. Maybe you struggled with particular tasks in school which made you assume that you just weren’t a smart person. Or maybe you heard your parents say this about themselves. This limiting belief is that we are not smart enough to do what we really want to do.

In the last blog, I related how my fourth-grade teacher lit a fire under me and got me onto an academic track and mindset. While this remained true throughout school, when the time came to apply for colleges, I fell back into that terrible way of thinking about myself. These days we call it impostor syndrome. Anyway, when it was time to submit college applications, I initially applied to small, local schools. I felt that not only did I not have the finances for larger, and more distant schools, but I lacked the intelligence to be successful. Fortunately, my guidance counselor and fate saw me differently.

This belief can keep us from even trying to do new things. We can feel so intimidated at the thought of trying to learn something new that we won’t even start. We may feel like our supposed lack of knowledge is a handicap and that if we were only smarter we could do what we wanted.

Now let’s rewrite this limiting belief with a set of empowering beliefs.

Limiting belief:

● “I’m not smart enough.”

Empowering Mindset:

● “I have accomplished many things in my life already.”
● “I have an incredible ability to learn.”
● “I can do anything I put my mind to.”

This limiting belief is false on so many levels. First and foremost, you truly are much smarter than you realize.

Next week, we will look more deeply into changing our mindest and pursuing our real dreams.

Chat soon.

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I Can Do Everything Myself pt 2

Everyone you will ever meet knows something you don’t.

Bill Nye, the Science Guy

In the last blog, we started talking about the benefits of letting others help us reach our goals.

We live in a culture that praises the soloist, the independent, the bootstrapper. But, honestly, no one gets anywhere without at least one other human being helping them. Whether that is recommending them, speaking up on their behalf, lending seed money, a hand or a leg up, or even a few words of direction and encouragement. There are lots of big ways and small ways people help open new possibilities that help propel us toward the things we want to achieve.

There are probably many someone’s in our lives that helped us along the way. I have spoken of her before, but one of my greatest influences, outside of family, was my fourth-grade teacher. She turned on a light and thirst for knowledge that has never left me. One day, she was going over my work with me, and all she said was, “you can do better than this. You are smarter than this.” And, she was right, and I knew it. But, most importantly, I embraced it!!

We inherently need other people.

Now let’s rewrite this limiting belief with a set of empowering beliefs.

Limiting Belief:

● “I can do everything without help.”

Empowering Beliefs:

● “I can benefit from the help and assistance of others.”
● “Others have strengths and talents that I do not.”
● “I can better reach my full potential with the help of others.”

To rewrite out limiting beliefs, we must come to terms with the fact that we simply can’t do or know everything.

The more we tap into the strengths of others, the more we will be able to get done, and the closer we will come to achieving our goals, hopes, and dreams. If we try to do everything alone, we simply won’t get as far.

Our new belief is that we need the help of others to reach our true potential.

Stop trying to be a lone wolf. We each have a great deal of potential, but we need others to help us fully realize it. Ask for help. Utilize the gifts and talents that others have. We can make so much more progress than if we try to do everything by ourselves.

Action Steps

● Write down the names of five people whom you work closely with.

● For each person, write down their unique strengths; some strength you do not possess.

● Seek out at least one person on your list to help you with a current project or task.

Affirmation

Although I am very skilled, talented, and capable, I affirm that I need the help and assistance of others. They complement my own talents so that, together, we can excel at any task and even get the job done quicker than I could by myself.

I seek out others to help me at each step of my journey. I avoid trying to do everything myself. Rather, I depend on other people to help me reach my full potential, as I help them reach theirs.

I hope you are trying out a few of the changes we ‘ve been talking about so far this year. Many won’t take root the first time we try, but we can release some of our limiting beliefs.

Too often, we are our own biggest stumbling block, our own greatest obstacle. Start getting out of your own way and release some of that amazing potential you’ve been sitting on.

Chat soon!

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I Can Do Everything Myself, pt 1

We don’t have to do all of it alone.

We were never meant to.

Brené Brown

In the last post, we talked about how treating ourselves with kindness helps us reach our goals. Today, we will discover how letting others help us can benefit us in many ways.

We live in a culture that applauds those who rise to the top all by themselves. Although, as a dear friend often reminds her entrepreneurial students, no one rises, no one gets discovered or gets seen all by themselves.

In our culture, it’s very easy to feel like we need to do everything ourselves. To feel like we can’t ask for help. To feel like asking for help is a sign of significant weakness. And if we are especially competent, maybe we can do many things without a lot of help from others.

And so, we fall into a mindset of never asking for assistance. We try to do everything on our own, thinking that if we can get by without the help of others, it is a sign of strength.

But in reality, not ever being able to ask for help is a sign of weakness. The truth is that none of us can do everything on our own. We all have limitations, blind spots, and areas of weakness. Not one of us is perfect or able to accomplish all things on our own.

Our limiting belief is that we can do everything ourselves without any help.

We inherently need other people, and our inability to ask for help often keeps us from accomplishing as much as we could. If we teamed up with others, our combined strengths would allow us to achieve far more than we could on our own.

Now let’s rewrite this limiting mindset with a set of empowering beliefs.

Limiting Belief:

● “I can do everything without help.”

Empowering Beliefs for a Maturing Mindset:

● “I can benefit from the help and assistance of others.”
● “Others have strengths and talents that I do not possess.”
● “I can better reach my full potential with the help of others.”
● “I cannot do everything by myself.”

To rewrite this limiting mindset, we must come to terms with the fact that we simply can’t do everything.

Yes, we may be able to accomplish a lot. But the simple truth is that others have strengths and gifts that we don’t have. There is simply not time for us to try to learn everything about everything. We can tap into the strengths, abilities, and gifts of others.

Next week, we will talk about how to start reshaping our thinking and stop torturing ourselves by trying to be a superstar all the time, a know-it-all, a perfectionist…

Chat soon

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I Offer Love, Compassion, and Understanding to everyone except me. Why not? pt 2

Forgiving yourself, believing in yourself

and choosing to love yourself

are the best gifts one could receive.

Brittany Burgunder

In the last blog, we talked about how well we treat others, and how comparatively poorly we tend to treat ourselves.

We are quick to show compassion, forgive mistakes, and offer grace to others. But we do not treat ourselves in the same way.

For any number of reasons, we don’t believe that we deserve the same outpouring of love, compassion, grace, and understanding that we give to others.

Maybe we were told at a young age that we needed to be perfect, and we have incorporated this into how we try to live every aspect of our lives. And, if we are not perfect we feel like we need to punish ourselves.

This thinking limits us and makes us feel like we can never be or do enough. This is a chronically unhappy existence!!

Let’s revise this belief with a set of empowering beliefs.

Limiting Belief:

● “I don’t give myself the love, compassion, and understanding I give to others.”

Empowering Belief:

● “I am human and it’s okay for me to make mistakes.”
● “I deserve the same grace, compassion, and understanding that I freely offer others.”
● “I am patient and loving toward myself.”
● “I treat myself the same way that I treat others.”

It’s really important to rethink this limiting belief. If we don’t, we will always be unhappy, and miserable, and feel like we can never do enough.

Please understand that, just like everyone else, we are human. We make mistakes, and that’s okay. Like everyone else, we have off days, and that’s not a problem. There are times when we are not at our peak productivity or don’t accomplish as much, and there’s nothing wrong with that.

In other words, we are not perfect. And, we are not supposed to be.

Our new belief is that we deserve the same grace, compassion, love, and patience that we extend to others.

We are patient with others. Be patient with yourself.

We are loving toward others. Be loving toward yourself.

We have compassion and mercy for others, so have compassion and mercy for yourself.

Simply put, learn to stop being so hard on yourself!

You are human, and humans are not perfect.

You deserve kind treatment from yourself.

Action Steps

● The next time you are being hard on yourself, ask yourself this question: “How would I treat someone else who is in my shoes?” Extend that same loving, gracious treatment toward yourself.

Apply the Golden Rule to yourself.

Get into a habit of treating yourself just like anybody else.

Affirmation

I am human, just like everyone else.

It is okay for me to struggle and make mistakes.

When that happens, I deserve the same compassion and grace that I offer others.

I refuse to hold myself to a standard that I avoid holding others to.

I love myself, even when things turn out imperfectly.

I treat myself as I treat others – with love, compassion, and patience.

Make it a habit: Think better of yourself!!

Chat soon.

Martina

Stories We Tell Ourselves: I Offer Love, Compassion, and Understanding to everyone except me. Why not? pt 1

Above everything else, genuinely love yourself first.

Self-love is powerful and it’s the best love that you will ever have.

When you love who YOU are, your relationships will be healthier and your life will be happier.

Self-love sets the standard in how we allow others to treat us and how we treat ourselves.

Your happiness and well-being is important.

Protect it by always valuing who you are!

Stephanie Lahart

In the last post for this series, we learned that our opinion of ourselves is the only one that truly matters. This week, we will see that how we treat ourselves matters, too.

We are compassionate, kind, and loving people. When someone makes a mistake, we are gracious toward them, understanding that everyone makes mistakes.

We are patient with others, giving them time to learn and change. If someone struggles with a particular task or doesn’t make as much progress on a task as expected, we give them grace.

But we don’t treat ourselves in the same way.

For some reason, we do not believe that we deserve the same love, compassion, grace, benefit of the doubt, and understanding that we give to others.

Maybe we were told from a young age that we needed to be perfect in everything we do. Perhaps not told verbally, but demonstrated in the way people dealt with us. Maybe we have somehow unconsciously adopted the idea that we should never make the same mistakes that others make. That we are somehow above or beyond that.

Whatever the case, what we learned was to be hard on ourselves.

Our limiting belief is that we should be perfect, and if we are not perfect we feel like we have let “everyone” down, and we need to punish ourselves.

When we make a mistake, we endlessly berate yourself, feeling like we shouldn’t have made it. We do not show the same compassion or gracious and loving nature toward ourselves. We do not love ourselves very much. We continue to hold ourselves to an impossible standard. I know how this feels. I live here sometimes myself.

This limiting belief makes us feel like we are never enough, and can never be enough. Like we are never worthy, never acceptable, never doing enough things. It is a very unhappy limiting belief.

Now let’s rewrite the limiting belief with a set of empowering beliefs.

Limiting Belief:

● “I do not give myself the love, compassion, and understanding I give to others.”

Empowering Belief:

● “I am human and it is okay that I make mistakes.”
● “I deserve the same grace, compassion, and understanding that I eagerly give others.”
● “I am patient and loving toward myself.”
● “I treat myself the same way that I treat others.”

It’s truly important to rewrite this limiting belief. If we do not, we will always be unhappy, miserable, feel second-rate, and like we’re never doing enough!!

Next week, we’ll chat a bit more about the toxicity of this mindset, and work on ways to elevate it and ourselves.

Chat soon!!

Martina

Birthday Week: Embracing Uniqueness and the Light

There is a vitality, a life force, an energy,

a quickening that is translated through you into action,

and because there is only one of you in all time,

this expression is unique.

And if you block it,

it will never exist through any other medium and will be lost.

Martha Graham

My birthday is this week, and it is a significant milestone marker for me. I have lived many more years than I thought I would. And like many of you, I have accomplished some good things along the way while gaining a bit of wisdom.

I thought I would take a break from our ongoing series, “Stories We Tell Ourselves,” and do something different this week. You can catch up with the series most recent post here.

As I move into life’s final quarter, approaching the edges of the light and the long night, here are some thoughts for this birthday week.

Each of us is unique and valuable.

The problems start, I think, when we first begin to think or feel that we are not valuable or perhaps, that we are not valued. For some of us that may start in early childhood, at the hands of friends or loved ones. For some of us, it starts in school or as we progress through work situations.

Everyone will not love us.

That is a fact of life, and it is ok. But, we must learn to love ourselves and revel in our uniqueness. And that is the subject of today’s blog, not just for myself, but for you as well.

Being different makes us interesting.

I have learned to celebrate my uniqueness. Although I am a bit of an introvert, I feel good about having traits that stand out in a crowd.

Sometimes we might feel like the odd duck when we are with others. It is normal to want to fit in. But we must avoid compromising our values just to be considered a part of the group, one of the “cool kids.” I don’t think I ever made it onto the “cool kids” list. :

When we are being ourselves, we can be at ease. We shouldn’t feel nervous or uncomfortable when we embrace our true selves. We are able to focus on the tasks at hand when we avoid trying to be what others expect.

Many of life’s great opportunities come about because we remain true to ourselves. It is easy for us to maintain integrity when we stick to being ourselves and embrace our differences.

Believe that your true self is your best self.

Commit to being honest about who you are and what you have accomplished. I am as guilty as anyone of being caught up “impostor syndrome.” But I am working on it.

Be proud of what you’ve done with your life!!

Chat soon.

Martina

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Stories We Tell Ourselves: I Worry About What Others Think About Me, part 2

It is not important what others think about you;

it is important what you think about yourself.

Debasish Mridha

We spend way too much time and energy focused on what others think of us, and we let it affect the things we choose to do or not do. Last week, we started talking about ways to shift that mindset. I agree with the quote above. Yes, other people influence us in many good and bad ways.

But, in the long run, what matters most is what we think of ourselves. What do we think of how we have spent our time on earth, our money on causes, and the careers and interests we pursued? And, at the proverbial end of the day, were those choices ours (or someone else’s), and are we content with those choices?

Limiting Mindset:

● “I worry about what others will think about me.”

Empowering Mindset:

● “What others think of me matters, but does not control or determine what I choose to do.”
● “What truly matters is what I think of myself.”
● “My opinion of myself is the one that counts.”
● “I am secure in who I am.”
● “I avoid striving to make everyone happy.”

The key to rewriting this limiting mindset is to realize that what others think of us simply does not matter. In the long scheme of things, does it really make a difference if others think more or less of us? No, it doesn’t.

What truly matters is what we think of ourselves.

Our opinion of ourselves is the one that counts the most. And as we’ve said before, we are worthy and valuable. This is the opinion you should have of yourself!! Do not let the opinions of others drag you down. Their opinions hold no weight compared to your own opinion of yourself.

Our new mindset is that the opinions of others have a limited effect on us one way or the other.

We are free from caring what others think of us. We are secure in ourselves, knowing that we are valuable and worthy. We no longer strive to make everyone happy. Instead, we focus on making ourselves happy and ensuring that we are pursuing our dreams and goals.

Action Steps

● Regularly look in the mirror and say to yourself, “I don’t have to try to make everyone else happy. My opinion of myself is all that matters.”

● Create a list that says, “People I Must Please” at the top. Leave the list blank as a statement that you’re done with worrying about what others think about you.

Affirmation

I refuse to play the people-pleasing game.

I affirm that the opinions of others fail to have absolute sway over my life.

My opinion of myself is all that matters.

I strive to achieve my dreams and accomplish my goals without worrying about what others think about me.

I choose to believe the best about myself at all times.

I avoid letting the opinions of others drag me down or pull me off course.

Try it!! Once we get ourselves out of the people-pleasing business life becomes much more enjoyable and much less complicated.

Chat soon.

Martina

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Everyone you will ever meet knows something you don’t.

Bill Nye, the Science Guy

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